fcuk the zombie

it's been rounding for some days in my mind...
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there are periods when the frequency of changes in life increases drastically. and you realize that a lot what you've believed until now worths nothing... and you realize that it happens because we have stereotypes in life, more than we imagine and these stereotypes narrows the world we live in. you're like a zombie, who doesn't think, only goes where those stereotypes lead you. because of them you sometimes lie to people, to friends, to yourself...
and then you want to scream in all your voice - fuck behaviors, fuck principles, fuck beliefs, fuck stereotypes, FUCK IT ALL!!! - and you actually make it.

as I read somewhere, people change themselves when being in a crisis (not the world's one, but the internal crisis). I felt it on my skin.

need a short pause, there are too many things I've learned these days... i would say it is more than i did in a couple of months...

ps: this post may seem philosophical, but it's not.


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